 Fallen SoldierWritten by Brendon Van Winkle Hear my cries oh Lord, my God and Father. I catch my self-wondering, "why would anyone bother"?
I'm the fallen soldier Lord; I can't seem to keep it right.
Satan torments me by day, and won't let me sleep at night.
God you and your will are all that I truly desire. So tell me why I choose to play with fire.
What you did on the cross, I could never compare.
Im just confused, why you would even care.
When I'm on my knees with my hands in the air Satan can't touch me, no he wont even dare.
But when I go home and start feeling alone,
He whispers in a voice that chills me down to the bone.
Why do I listen to him? Its you I seek Lord. I'm the fallen soldier, broke, beaten and tore.
During praise and worship, I feel the Ghost And know that you're real.
So why turn my back? For real, what's my deal?
I'm only asking God, cause I'm disappointed in me. My true desire is to be what you want me to be.
Am I just easily misled? Or just messed up inside?
Please take my hand Lord, You be my guide.
I've been a soldier for Satan, for way to long. I want to be yours Father, please lead me home.
I hate to admit Satan has so much power.
Father makes me your soldier so we can smash this coward.
Now I'm crying out to you, right here in this place. Please lift me up, and fill me with your all mighty, amazing grace.
Shine through me Lord, and use this temple you built.
Wash away my anger, my sorrow and guilt.
Help me to help you father This is what I'm here to pray
So I can live for you
Day after day Amen
 Once AgainBy Evelyn Stonecipher Here I am again Lord Once again upon my knees
Struggling in this darkness
Shine your light upon me please
There's evil all around me And every where I travel
I'm like a torn piece of fabric
And I'm ready to unravel
I know that you can hear me Cause you'r never far away
I desperately need your healing touch
In my life so cold, dark and gray
Why must I always turn my back? On you who is so caring
Instead I tread on rocky roads
With a heart that is hurt and tearing
Please send your calm and tender mercies Sprinkle them upon my being.
I can no longer stand the curses
I kneel before you as Satan is fleeing
I now can feel your presence I feel your Holy hands upon my face
And as I weep I feel the essence
Of you perfect Holy and loving grace.
I've made my choice to follow you Please guide me through my valleys
I'm holding on to what is true
I'll share it with those in dark ally's
One more thing Lord if I may ask Forgive me when I'm greedy
Teach me to share your healing word
To a world that is full of the needy.
What's Your Addiction?By Rachel 10-15-06
A couple months ago, I thought I knew best; A few more pops, sniffs or hits I would be laid to rest
I have met Mary Jane, oh yes Mrs. Weed;
I only did her when I felt the need
When I need the quick fix for my hurts or pain;
I had my friend by me cocaine.
When I felt drugs were falling off track,
I reached for a new one- they call it crack.
But when I wanted to "climb" that hill; I have always had my best friend, the pill.
Get me a glass of water or something wet;
I took a good one, Percocet.
If I wanted to feel time stand still,
I could turn to Seroquel.
For the quick fixes I wanted right then;
I would take my pal Oxycontin.
When I would really collapse; You can thank my friend Xanax
Take life to the maximum;
Go ahead here's a Valium.
When I hear voices talkin' to me;
Yep, my pal in me was morphine.
Want to get rid of some sin,
Here you go a couple Vicodin.
If you fall, suffering a hematoma; Yeah, you found her, Ms. Soma
When the Devil tries to do what he can;
He just gave you a handful of Ativan.
I beg you now, don't take me yet;
I only want a couple Darvacet.
If I am weak and starting to fall,
Yep, that's him Mr. Marinol.
All this talking my throat feeling raw; Would you please pass me the alcohol?
It doesn't matter any kind will do;
As long as I can get messed up with you.
Now if you have tried all this and don't want to get well;
Watch it now; you're headed straight for hell.
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